Fine On The Outside

I never had that many friends growing up
So I learned to be okay with just me
Just me, just me, just me
and I'll be fine on the outside

I like to eat in school by myself anyway
So I'll just stay right here
Right here, right here, right here
and I'll be fine on the outside

So I just sit in my room
after hours with the moon
and think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

So I left home
I packed up and I moved far away
From my past one day
and I laughed
I laughed, I laughed, I laughed
I sound fine on the outside

Oh oh oh oh ~

Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I'm confused
Sometimes I find that I'm not alright
and I cry, and I cry, and I cry

Oh oh oh oh ~

So I just sit in my room
after hours with the moon
and think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

Fine On The Outside by Priscilla Ahn

Pertama kali tau lagu itu pas nonton When Marnie Was There by Studio Ghibli. Lagu itu diputar pas bagian kredit film. Liriknya emang pas banget si sama filmnya menurut gw. Soalnya menggambarkan tokoh utamanya gitu yang ga bisa bergaul. Pas pertama kali denger lagu ini, melodinya gw suka. Apalagi kalo lagi feeling blue gitu dan butuh lagu-lagu mellow. Haha..Trus liriknya juga ngena gitu.

"Would you cry if I died? Would you remember my face?" 

Jadi kepikiran gitu, siapa aja yang bakal nangis kalo gw sudah tiada nanti, except my family of course. Trus apa wajah gw bakal diinget? Intinya si, apa dalam hidup ini gw udah ngasih sesuatu buat lingkungan gw sampe lingkungan sekitar gw ini bisa mengenang gw? Well, ini jadi bahan renungan gw tiap gw denger ni lagu. Haha...

Buat pembaca (kalo ada yang baca juga sih), lagu apa sih yang bikin loe merenung?